What! That can't be true... it's 2020! 🙄 Yep...I've had a few Clark Griswold moments- more than once this year! (LANGUAGE WARNING!!) "Ummm...your toilets gurgling." That was the text I got from carol while we were in Wyoming. "Hmmm...well, I can't really do anything about it from ... Read More about Shitters Full… :)
Home
Can I even begin to describe how happy I am that this colder weather has seemed to arrive earlier than expected? Summer appears to have ended suddenly, and without notice. (I never check the weather forecast unless I know I'm going to be out in it. That was always Joe's job.) Spending our ... Read More about Home
Suicide
"People that commit suicide don't wanna die, they just want the pain to stop." -Joe Beckley That's what Joe told me two weeks before taking his own life. After he walked into the house and handed me his gun. "I took it to the shop, I put it in my mouth, and held it against my head. I am so ... Read More about Suicide
92 Days
Three months today, 13 weeks yesterday. Time does NOT standstill. Not even for a second. But I am making progress. I've been dreaming and believing in a new way; I'm excited about some things. I'm making plans. I'm moving forward. I just got to spend two weeks with Travis and Amanda out west. It was ... Read More about 92 Days
Dying & Living
How I have loved stepping back in time. Discovering the music I had forgotten about for so long. For YEARS. Music has sustained me through this time. It has brought up so much: memories, tears, laughter- all of it. Dancing. Singing. I’m glad that I live in the country and can play my music as loud ... Read More about Dying & Living
